this semester I came back to school after medical leave and I was so terrified!!! I was so terrified that it wouldn't work, and that people would have forgetten about me, it would be like coming back to a place I had left and feeling that there was not a place for me anymore because I left while my friends I made at college kept "living." This semester- it ended up being really amazing and I met so many new people and was held by my longtime friends and had so many conversations with people!!! I thought of it as me planting roots, I love it so much when you write about that. Like a lot of the problems haven't gone away, but now, I know I still want to be here and water the life that lives within me in this place. random, this is so beautiful to me: the day you listened to Most Perfect Gold of the Century 112 times was the day before I turned 19, the same age you were on the subway, and you were right beside that man screaming between the train cars. everything is connected :'') ALWAYS!!!
This moved me deeply. Thank you for writing this <3
I am so grateful for you, Spencer.
this semester I came back to school after medical leave and I was so terrified!!! I was so terrified that it wouldn't work, and that people would have forgetten about me, it would be like coming back to a place I had left and feeling that there was not a place for me anymore because I left while my friends I made at college kept "living." This semester- it ended up being really amazing and I met so many new people and was held by my longtime friends and had so many conversations with people!!! I thought of it as me planting roots, I love it so much when you write about that. Like a lot of the problems haven't gone away, but now, I know I still want to be here and water the life that lives within me in this place. random, this is so beautiful to me: the day you listened to Most Perfect Gold of the Century 112 times was the day before I turned 19, the same age you were on the subway, and you were right beside that man screaming between the train cars. everything is connected :'') ALWAYS!!!