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I appreciate this soso much. <3 Lately, I've been reminiscing on when I was little, and I didn't put so much pressure on myself. But still lived richly and deeply. I'm trying to access that part of me. I wanted to share a poem I wrote about it:

Lakeridge Again

Today I made a promise: I will not forget

the skylight above the daybed

My little hands curled into forever time

Summer treats

Picking stick bugs

from wood

My brother pointing at a leaf

Leaf

he said

Like him, I held sand like it was God

With him, I cramped into that spinning chair

in the living room, as the floor beams

groaned happily and we went

round and round

I will

leap heart-first from the rental car,

be that girl running to the house

How easy to dip my head

beneath the water, come up

and spit the chlorine out

Breathe with my whole body,

hug the soft heaving of the day

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Caitlin, this is beautiful! <3 Thank you so much for sharing. If you're interested, I would love to share this is an upcoming newsletter!

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oh my gosh, I would be honored!!! <3

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Yay! I will email you :)

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